SUPPAH OMG ! ! ! its been a year since I last posted on this blog. I missed to share with you guys the things that happened in my life months back then. I was just fully occupied with various activities the past few months. And I honestly didn't feel much of sharing what I was up to, a bit shaky and down with my life. Trials here and there. I had much more important things and events that I needed to attend to for my family ,carreer ,, emotions. I felt those have to be fought not by writing down but by facing those with courage and strength ..and here I am standing like a soldier coming home after fighting a good fight !
It's good to be back writing again and we've got a lot of things to talk about.
...more posts and pics to follow . pwamis (-_-)
- ediza martinez
- Cebu, Philippines
- a mother to my sweetie son and a loving wife to my hubby, a teacher by profession but not at the moment, 'm a woman of few words... now learning to speak out what I feel..."keepin everything inside makes one fart" .
Sisters of Mary GT Shool pics
The Entarance ( Talisay Cebu )
gate of SOM
One of the buildings inside the campus
way to the gym
plant boxes surrounding the basketball courts
the gym
your eyes your eyes
the milk
fergus
My Mark Antonio
lil Marcus Fergus
Early as one month , we knew I was pregnant. My pregnancy was wonderful. I felt great and no problems unlike many other pregnant women experienced. Mark jumped up for joy when I arrived from a scheduled Ultrasound. The doctor announced that we're gonna have a baby boy. I was due on January 9 of 2007 and that date came and went. We were very worried until at 2 am of January 23, a sign showed that we have to rush to the hospital. Pain invaded my senses. I had to pinch the nurses' and doctors' hands on duty to help me ease the pain I felt, pain that nobody could ever explain. Just imagine how it feels like when you're in labor for more or less than 16 hours. He finally came into our life at 8 pm of January 23 2007, fortunately healthy at 7 lbs. and 5 oz. It was the happiest day of my life by far. I couldn't expain how happy I was when the physician placed my son on my chest. My heartbeat against his.
My husband sweetly kissed me while I was dragged thru cart on my way to my room after delivery. Our little boy has strengthened the bond between me and my husband. We named him " MARCUS FERGUS " .Marcus was basically taken from his father's name, Mark Antonio and Fergus is a greek word means " charming ".
From that day on , my life is much more fun and meaningful. We really see to it that in every simple decision we make , Marcus should be first thought of and considered.
The worst thing I experienced after Marcus came out was when I breast fed him. FYI , my nipples were inverted and I found it hard to do proper positions in breasfeeding. My nipples were wounded so every time my Marcus cried for Milk , I also shed tears in preparation for extreme pain before he sucks for milk . That lasted for two weeks and I then felt at ease later on until his 4th month. I stopped breasfeeding Fergus. I ran out of breast milk due to my eating habit and my work schedule. I rendered tutorials for Koreans 8 hours a day. I got hectic schedules then and on.
Those were just one or two of the sacrifices a mother like me experienced. I know and aware that many more will be encounted in the years to come. I have to accept that a mother plays an important role in building the basic foundation a child needs that is why I'm making myself prepared each day.
Everything is worth sacrificing if it is for your son's sake. I love my son so much and now that he is learning to talk , I am so happy and thankful that God gave him to me. He is so sweet, handsome and charming Kid as you can see.
His presence takes away my pain , hurts , boredom and stress from everyday workloads;
I am so proud to have him in my life ;
He is making me happy each day;
He is making me smile from time to time ;
He is making my life complete ;
Thank you Lord for giving FERGUS into my life ...